This is not the time to ignore your health, especially your back. If by any chance you are in pain, ignoring these signs may lead to further ill health. The foundation of who you are is going through a shift and you must take care of the physical body through this change. Each of us grows spiritually and emotionally at a speed that we are comfortable with, now is not the time to force oneself into a space that may lead to inner conflict. Learn to trust your instincts, its time to become more comfortable with paradox.